I AM CONVINCED THAT WHAT HAS CAUSED YOU THE MOST HARM IS THE ANXIETY WHICH YOU ALLOWED YOURSELF TO FALL PREY TO

A month later, Eugene wrote again to Fr. Viala to support and encourage him in his important and delicate mission in Limoges.

There can be no question, my dear Father Viala, that the good you have accomplished since you have been at Limoges has gained you the confidence of the Bishop, the clergy and the faithful. They have seen you at work and they know what you can do. How could I excuse myself in their eyes were I to withdraw you from the community which serves the diocese and where the members were not supposed to have come there for the sake of appearance…

I beg you then, dear Father, take courage; a man’s temperament follows him anywhere. no one can say that you cannot recover your health as well at Limoges as elsewhere. I am convinced that what has caused you the most harm is the anxiety which you allowed yourself to fall prey to. Act according to the Lord’s view and all will go well. Father Ricard who was at death’s door when he was chosen to go and establish the mission of Oregon, placed all his confidence in the Lord, and now he writes that he has never been in better health, and bald though he is, he has not had a cold for a single day, even though throughout the long journey he never slept but on the ground and often in the mud.

… Ponder it well in the secret of your conscience with the help of the supernatural light of the Holy Spirit and your own natural common sense; however, I repeat, write to me and do not worry…

Goodbye. my dear Father Viala. I greet you affectionately.

Letter to Fr. Jean Viala at Limoges, 29 July 1848, EO X n 982

REFLECTION

“God has created me to do Him some definite service.  He has committed some work to me which He has not committed to another.  I have my mission.  I may never know it in this life, but I shall be told it in the next… I will trust Him, whatever I am, I can never be thrown away.  If I am in sickness, my sickness may serve Him, in perplexity, my perplexity may serve Him. If I am in sorrow, my sorrow may serve Him. He does nothing in vain. He knows what He is about. He may take away my friends. He may throw me among strangers. He may make me feel desolate, make my spirits sink, hide my future from me. Still, He knows what He is about.” (St. John Henry Newman)

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One Response to I AM CONVINCED THAT WHAT HAS CAUSED YOU THE MOST HARM IS THE ANXIETY WHICH YOU ALLOWED YOURSELF TO FALL PREY TO

  1. Eleanor Rabnett, Lay Oblate Associate says:

    It matters not what caused the interior wounds that Fr. Jean Viala continued to suffer from, Eugene continued to provide the love and encouragement that was so necessary for Viala to be able to continue as a priest and missionary in Limoges. St Eugene de Mazenod, Founder, Bishop, father to all of his sons and daughters (then and in the present now) teacher, mentor, friend… Who among us has not experienced this kind of the love and encouragement that Viala needed so much?

    Even though Fr. Viala has made his oblation, surrendering himself in apostolic poverty, chastity and obedience, the vow of perseverance continues to be a struggle for him. Hopefully we are all accustomed to hearing the quote from Isaiah to “Enlarge the size of your tent”, which I found myself saying that we are all asked to enlarge the size of our hearts – just as Eugene lived this out with Fr. Viala.

    It seems that those we struggle most with are in fact an invitation to love the deepest, causing us to expend more of ourselves, of our love with those we are sent to walk with. Even as God works through us, our Beloved continues to heal us and to show us the way of enlarging the space of our hearts.

    It is in walking together that we find ourselves standing in God’s light as well as the light that Eugene shares with us. Love trumps everything else…

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