PREPARING FOR CHRISTMAS WITH SAINT EUGENE
One of the privileged moments of prayer for Eugene was to be able to unite himself with those he loved in the presence of God. In our Oblate tradition we have come to know this exercise as “oraison.” As a seminarian in Paris he wrote to his mother one Christmas morning describing how united he had been with her during Midnight Mass, despite the distance that separated them.
Dearest Mother, do you really think that I was not beside you last night? How could I fail, meditating as I was on the holy Mother of God, who had just been filled with consolation on giving the world its Saviour, and at the same time had to experience so vividly the poverty, weakness and misery to which she saw her Divine Master reduced for love of men, how could these tender sentiments fail to draw me close to you?
Indeed yes, darling mother, we spent the night together at the foot of the altar, which for me represented the crib in Bethlehem; together we offered our gifts to our Savior and asked him to come to birth in our hearts and strengthen us in all that is weak, etc.
You know my heart all too well, since it was formed from your own, so you will have a very clear understanding that it is as active and goes through the same feelings as your own.
Letter to his mother, 25 December 1809, EO XIV n 37
REFLECTION
Who are the people I want to unite myself with in oraison prayer before the crib in Bethlehem this year?
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How can we not rejoice at this invitation to come together with all those whom we love!
And how could I have not thought about this earlier? No matter, it will be done and I shall leave the actual joining of us all to meet in the heart of Jesus to the Spirit. More than a praying for, it will be a praying with.
I think of Mary, “…the holy Mother of God, who had just been filled with consolation on giving the world its Saviour, and at the same time had to experience so vividly the poverty, weakness and misery to which she saw her Divine Master reduced for love of men.” I want to invite the peoples of Israel and Palestine to join us and all those who fight and lobby for themselves – that extremity of being able to fight for their own desires at the cost of themselves and others. And it is not just “them” for I must include myself…
This Christmas will be another step in the ongoing redemption of each of us… as we accept this invitation to die to ourselves… Ah, the sweet odour of surrender and redemption! (I do not know where those words come from but seem to express what is in my heart.)
The grace of Advent….