WE FEEL AS IF WE WERE VERY CLOSE TO ONE ANOTHER ALTHOUGH NOT ABLE TO SEE EACH OTHER
Eugene, as the father of a missionary family, was constantly aware of the situation of the missionaries and wanted to be united with them. He was frustrated by the time of several months that it took for a letter to reach its destination and received each communication from the missionaries with joy:
You cannot imagine, my dear man, the pleasure that I experience on receiving your letters. I was overcome with joy on receiving that which you wrote from Saint Boniface on the date of June 20th. How many times I have re-read it and read it to others to whom it could be communicated! All you say interests me. I am insatiable for details of everything you do and of all that concerns yourself. So my very dear son, spare me nothing, be not afraid of giving minute details for all that comes from you is of great weight and is inestimable to me.
Then he reveals the beautiful way in which he united himself with each member of his missionary family each day.
I must say that it happens sometimes when I find myself in the presence of Jesus Christ that I experience a kind of illusion. It seems to me that you are adoring Him and praying at the same time as I and with Him being as present to you as to me, we feel as if we were very close to one another although not able to see each other. There is something very true in this idea. I revert to it constantly and cannot describe the good and the consolation I derive from this. Try to do the same and you will experience it as I do.
Letter to Fr Pierre Aubert in St. Boniface, Canada, 3 February 1847, EO I n 81
REFLECTION
This practise has come to be referred to as “oraison” and it is a precious part of our spirituality and family communion. Try to take some time each day to experience communion with loved ones who are not with you – and with all those who share the same ideals as you in the Mazenodian family.
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Happy Feast Day! There is a great amount of joy in being able to share that with any and all who might enter into this space where “St. Eugene Speaks”.
God is not bound by physical space and time in the same way that we are. It is almost impossible to imagine how intimately we are bound and loved by God. Each one of us, no matter who or where we are we are invited to come together in his heart which is opened wide… “Enlarge the space of your tent” (Isaiah 52:4) but I believe that it means to “Enlarge the space of your heart”.
Oraison takes practice and commitment. It means being able to let go of any prejudices, fears or dislikes I am holding onto. I often see these traits in others only because I first recognise them within myself. The more we enter into this kind of silent prayer, within the heart of Jesus, the easier it become to open ourselves to all of creation. On my own I do not know that I am capable of that, but with the grace of God everything is possible. I think this must be what + Peter Sutton meant when we prepared to return to our respective homes from a convocation – when he said to me: “We will meet in prayer.” I begin to love more deeply, in such a way that only God can draw us into.
Perhaps this is how I come to try and “enlarge the space of my heart”. Oraison is never just ‘one way’, but rather like being drawn into the most tender of embraces, and from there being able to tenderly embrace all others.