THEY HAVE THRUST THE DAGGER DEEPER INTO MY HEART

It was Eugene’s confidence in Divine Providence that made him survive the disapproval of the Canadian Oblates at the nomination of Fr Guigues to the new episcopal see of Bytown. He described each letter that he received from them as a dagger-thrust into his heart.

Ah, Monseigneur, who can describe the sorrow and anguish to which my boundless confidence in your views has subjected me. Not a letter have I received from Longueuil which has not thrust the dagger deeper into my heart.

Yet, Eugene understood their concern and sympathised with their fears:

… All is lost, they say, in Canada because of this step to which, according to them, I have had the weakness to acquiesce – all is lost, they mean, for our Congregation… Yet I sympathize with their sorrow. It takes its source in the confidence which they have in their superior. They would not have had misgivings if the choice had fallen on anyone else less necessary to the Congregation in Canada.

Despite all this, Eugene’s faith in God’s guidance never faltered

For my part, I declare to you that the more I think of it, the more I am reassured, seeing in this disposition of Providence the will of God which will not permit our family to suffer from a measure we have only accepted in order to obey that which we have believed is decreed for her.

Letter to Bishop Bourget of Montreal, 4 June 1847, EO I n 83

REFLECTION

“We are entirely in the care of Divine Providence, and it is very sweet to remain so in peace. The Cross is never lacking; may it be our consolation.”

Saint Rose Philippine Duchesne (French missionary to the USA and a contemporary of St Eugene)

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One Response to THEY HAVE THRUST THE DAGGER DEEPER INTO MY HEART

  1. Eleanor Rabnett, Lay Oblate says:

    While sounding dramatic, today’s reflections resonates within me, as I think of how our own families and parishes are thrown into conflict when it comes to fear of some great change for or with those we love.

    I think of all that Mary and Joseph experienced from the time that she gave birth to Jesus, as he was growing up, through his crucifixion and into his resurrection. Sorrow, awe and consolation… Something that we all experience one way or another throughout our lives… There is a group of young boys who have come from the Ukraine to play hockey here in Canada and they have been approved to stay here in Canada for another year, to live with Canadian families and go to school. I can only imagine the sorrow mixed with joy of their parents back in war-torn Ukraine – their children who they love but who they want to be safe.

    I think of all that Eugene experienced with the birth of his family, his congregation and his incredible love for those he called his sons.

    These are the small cross that we carry in our lives: crosses that are made up of sorrow that might often seem heavier than we can bear, crosses that with God become a consolation for we are never alone with them.

    This morning I learned about a saint whose name was not familiar to me, yes a contemporary of St. Eugene and a part of the founding community of the Society of Sacred Heart, which I am familiar with today.

    Another reason to give thanks to God as a new day begins…

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