THERE IS NO NEED OF REGRETS WHEN ONE HAS DONE ONE’S BEST
Wednesday of the Second Week of Advent
Jesus said to the crowds:
“Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest.”
Mt 11:28
There is no need of regrets when one has done one’s best. God makes use even of human mistakes to achieve his purpose. I do not know what he expects of me; all I know is that he governs with his wisdom those whose sole purpose is to work for his glory.
…We who call upon the Lord must find our consolation above all in the thought that we are guided all unseen by his Providence.
Letter to Henri Tempier, 24 October 1833, EO VIII n 469
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Eugene was living in some the most difficult and painful periods of his life, having been attacked by some of the petty ministers of the French King’s government and when Rome had silenced and seemingly abandoned him.
He was struggling to “keep his head above raging waters” around him and not forsake his fledgling congregation. The word martyrdom comes to mind. There is that image of him wanting to live out and give his entire life for God – completely dying to himself.
I am reminded of the many martyrs who over the years have given their very lives as oblation to God and the Church. But most obviously that was not God’s plan for Eugene. His struggle was no easier, no less heroic because he was fighting to find a way to continue to serve God, his beloved Church and his ‘family’.
I think of Fr. Bonga’s interview yesterday with Fr. Chicho and the three Oblates, which took place in the dark and the cold of a church in the middle of a war ground. Fr. Chicho who went to be with and serve his brothers in the midst of a war, and the Oblates who chose to remain in the Ukraine to love and serve those they had been charged with caring for.
“I do not know what he expects of me; all I know is that he governs with his wisdom those whose sole purpose is to work for his glory.”
Who is to measure another, whose effort is the greatest or the least? Last night I went to bed, allowing myself to be gathered into the embrace of the Beloved and I asked Him to hold those four and the many others in the Ukraine and around the world. I ‘called upon the Lord to find my consolation above all in the thought that it is Providence who is guiding me’.
Even our own small burdens can seem at times to be too large for us to carry on our own.