{"id":2862,"date":"2015-09-15T05:00:57","date_gmt":"2015-09-15T03:00:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=2862"},"modified":"2015-09-14T20:37:47","modified_gmt":"2015-09-14T18:37:47","slug":"he-had-the-talent-to-make-me-completely-ugly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=2862","title":{"rendered":"HE HAD THE TALENT TO MAKE ME COMPLETELY UGLY"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Eugene de Mazenod, at 23 years of age, angrily writes to his father about this portrait.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/EdM-young.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-2863 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/EdM-young-201x300.jpg\" alt=\"EdM young\" width=\"206\" height=\"308\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/EdM-young-201x300.jpg 201w, https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/EdM-young.jpg 241w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 206px) 100vw, 206px\" \/><\/a><strong>You think that the 54 francs I spent, in having my portrait engraved, were well spent; but I am very sorry to have to tell you that it was money wasted. I am furious with this M. Chretien who, after making a drawing which was perfectly life-like, made an engraving from it which was not. I was expecting that he would flatter me, but he had the talent to make me completely ugly.<\/strong><\/h5>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>\u00a0From my nose to my mouth, he has established a monstrous distance, he has obligingly provided me with a long- pointed chin and thought it good to place this chin on top of a second one. All these features give the lower part of my face an exaggerated length and leave it horribly out of proportion. Now you will know (because I&#8217;m annoyed) that the distance that is between my nose and my mouth is very strongly regular, that my chin is not double and it is in no way pointed. When I received these prints in Paris, I was tempted to throw them into the fire. As people claim to recognize me in this portrait in spite of all its defects, I am sending you one of the engravings<\/strong><\/h5>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Letter to his father, 26 December 1805, Mejanes Library, Aix<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Again, an example to show his outlook and values before he was transformed . Five years later he would look at himself and life from a totally different perspective, through the eyes of Christ the Savior:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>Thanks be to God, I don\u2019t think I can be accused of luxury or being over-particular about myself, and I hope no one will ever be able to find fault with me on that account,\u00a0<\/strong>(cf. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=54\">https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=54<\/a> )<\/h5>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>and later showed this in his Rule of\u00a0 Life for the Oblates: <a href=\"http:\/\/https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=1451\">(https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=1451 <\/a>)\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/200.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2821 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/200.png\" alt=\"200\" width=\"283\" height=\"93\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u201cAn example I often use to illustrate the reality of vanity, is this: look at the peacock; it&#8217;s beautiful if you look at it from the front. But if you look at it from behind, you discover the truth&#8230; Whoever gives in to such self-absorbed vanity has huge misery hiding inside them.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0 Pope Francis<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Eugene de Mazenod, at 23 years of age, angrily writes to his father about this portrait. \u00a0You think that the 54 francs I spent, in having my portrait engraved, were well spent; but I am very sorry to have to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=2862\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2862","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-letters"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2862","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2862"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2862\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2862"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2862"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2862"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}