{"id":1467,"date":"2012-05-26T05:00:23","date_gmt":"2012-05-26T03:00:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=1467"},"modified":"2012-05-23T11:02:22","modified_gmt":"2012-05-23T09:02:22","slug":"having-to-accept-a-body-with-a-will-of-its-own","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=1467","title":{"rendered":"HAVING TO ACCEPT A BODY WITH A WILL OF ITS OWN"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As we have seen in previous entries, Eugene\u2019s dynamism and generous zeal had led him to periods of exhaustion and illness. His journal shows how ill-health had been a teacher regarding his way of doing things. Now at Barjols, it was not a question of his having let himself into a self-inflicted exhaustion, but having to accept the consequences of freezing weather and physical weakness.<\/p>\n<p>It was a frustration that he tried to remedy by natural means. I quote some parts of his correspondence because they give an insight into medical remedies of the time.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<h5><strong>In the meantime, the salep flows and the barley water and all the rest of it. Both my body and mind are sick of it.<\/strong><\/h5>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Letter to Henri Tempier, 10 November 1818, O.W. VI n.32<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Salep is a potion of roots of various plants, containing starch, gum and licorice. A couple of days later, he continued to report on the remedies he was using to get his voice back:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>Also I am better; I gulp down goat\u2019s milk, donkey\u2019s milk and fresh eggs. That does me good.<\/strong><\/h5>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Letter to Henri Tempier, 14-15 November 1818, O.W. VI n.34<\/em><\/p>\n<p>A week later:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>My voice has come back, and my chest doesn\u2019t hurt any more. However, I am to content myself to giving instructions which I tailor to the actual strength of my lungs. I do hear confessions but it is clear that I am not at all tired out by them.<\/strong><\/h5>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Letter to Fortun\u00e9 de Mazenod, 22 November 1818, O.W. XIII n.20<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;God grant me the serenity <\/em><br \/>\n<em>to accept the things I cannot change;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>courage to change the things I can;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>and wisdom to know the difference.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As we have seen in previous entries, Eugene\u2019s dynamism and generous zeal had led him to periods of exhaustion and illness. His journal shows how ill-health had been a teacher regarding his way of doing things. Now at Barjols, it &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/?p=1467\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[24],"class_list":["post-1467","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-letters","tag-illness"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1467","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1467"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1467\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1467"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1467"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eugenedemazenod.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1467"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}